haven't heard back from my parents. aren't they the first people who are supposed to respond when your life is shit?
feeling like i have no reason to be here in sf. my job sucks, i have no love, i have a job that i'm overqualified for. i need to be around artists. i have friends but tonight, i bawled my eyes out and i could only think of two people i could call. one was in hawaii, two hours before california time, so i just hung up. the other, i had already exhausted on the phone, my best friend. one more, i thought of, but we are broken up. i would have really loved to have his understanding tonight. but it's not as simple as it seems. he's one of the reasons i am losing it.
things will get better, i know. i have always been here for me. i still will be.
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